This is for Tenten and Neji. Have fun.
Though I have loved you
I have ignored you
Throwing your complements away
As if they were nothing.
You hate me
But I love you
I study your moves
So I know who and what you are.
I see you watching me
So I become paranoid
I throw my best out
Just so that you will leave
Or thats what I tell myself
You are so amazing
Making my heart ache just to watch
Knowing that you see me
I stand defiant against you insults
And absorb your advice
Because that is the only time I hear your voice
If I were to tell myself
How I truly feel
Then our destinies would clash
And I would not pull away
So for your safety
I stay here
In this dark corner that has only partially lit up
I can see you
Punishing yourself
For who knows what reason
I want to scream
But I feel that if I do
You will shut me out
But why I don't know
I hurt myself
For not letting you know
For not letting you in
Because I want you there
Watching me train
And I want to watch you train
How your aim strikes to the target perfectly
No matter what
Can you see me?
Watching on how I fight
I wish that you would
And sometimes think you do
If only I could reach out to you
And feel your strong arms around me
I wish to feel you
In my embrace
I promise not to crush you
I promise not pry
I promise to be here forever
*favs!!
Congradulation for you first submission !